After reading the "Thanks To" on 2 PM's album, I almost cried.
But I promised myself I wouldn't.

There's also a fancam of them performing Mnet's 'O Good Concert'.
Their hair and clothes look weird though, heh.

At first I didn't like 'Heartbeat' because it didn't do anything for me, but for some reason I felt compelled to listen to it again and again*~
Now I'm kinda liking it.
It still doesn't receive a 10 Points out of 10* from me though.
It just felt like something was missing....


Anyways, if you were to ask me what this past week's most played songs were, I'd have to say that half of them were 2 PM's songs.
They're just so awesome....


2 PM, I love you guys. <3

*I couldn't resist. ;)

Happy 4th Anniversary SuJu! 
You guys are the reason why my whole iTunes library has so many Korean songs because by liking you guys, I got to like other bands!
....Ha, you guys are even the reason why I have a LJ in the first place! XD 

Hope you had a good one! 
<3

I was so tired last night after I came home because I went trick or treating with my friends (we really are too old for this, but hey, it's free candy XD)! I've never trick or treated around a neighborhood before because I always went to the mall to trick or treat. No one in my neighborhood gives out candy anyways because they're all nearing or are of retirement age. XD So that means they go bed early. Anyways, it was fun! I wasn't expecting to get so much candy! :DDD And a whole ton of people had their garages all decked out with Halloween decorations! I didn't think that many people decorated for Halloween. <3

Here's a picture of all the candy I got: 


It looks small, but it's actually a gallon ziploc bag. I never got so much candy before. *____*

Yum, yum~ 

Anyways, I hope everyone's Halloween was awesome! XD 

I forgot what I originally was going to post because the following image distracted me: 



Kibummie looks so emo.

Happy Belated Birthday 동해! ^_____^

Guh, I wanted to write something for his birthday, but I was busy! 


;______; He's so awesome looking. I think I am speaking for many Donghae fans when I say 'Could I just replace at least one picture of Zhang Li Yin's with mine? LOL.

This was a nice MV! I like the artistic elements and all the nature~ 

AHAHA, poor Minho! XDDD 
He was put in such an awkward situation that I feel embarrassed for him! 
On the other hand, he looked so cute (even though he needs a haircut)  when Kang Ho Dong picked him up and began to talk with him. <3
And did anyone else find it disturbing that Taemin kissed the robot girl? Creepyyyy.

So, 2 PM is going to start promoting as a 6 member group.* They've been dubbed as 1:59 PM by some fans, which I don't agree with.
I know you miss Jay (I do too), but don't cause the members any more grief. How would you feel being called that? You would probably feel sad wouldn't you? So let's please just respect the rest of the members and Jay's decision. We can only do so much** and the rest is up to him. I miss you Jay, but I want you to be happy, even though it means that I will be unhappy for a while while I try to understand all of this***.

*I admit that it kinda hurt a little when I typed that out, but I have to push my pain aside so I can be a supportive fan.
**I can say 'Get yo ass back here leadja' so many times, again and again, but it won't make Jay magically reappear. And don't think I've given up on him--I haven't. I just want him to be happier. I believe that the happiness of fans come second to Jay's mental and physical health.
***Earlier, in my last post, I was angry at whoever dug up those comments, but I have to forgive them because if I don't, I will be bitter forever. And a bitter fan is a bad fan.

I love you 2 PM!
Stay strong! 

♥

THE HELL?!

To whoever: did this: Don't you have anything better to do? I mean, seriously, creating a suicide petition for Jaebeom?

GTFO the internet!!!!!

EDIT:
DDDDDDDD: Someone please tell me this isn't true! PLEASE!
You have got to be kidding me! Jay's leaving 2 PM! WHAT! THE! HELL?!
See here! 

So, are you antis/netizens/whoever satisfied now?! HUH?! ARE YOU?! Do you get off by shattering someone's hopes and dreams just because he made a few insensitive comments FOUR YEARS AGO? He APOLOGIZED already! ACCEPT it and move on!

(Sorry for the profanity guyz~ I don't usually swear this much...And I never use caps...I'm just...)

I might try to edit this later again when I can form a proper thought.

EDIT 2: 
I...just lost it when I watched this video and read the comments, especially this comment about Jay crying as soon as he saw his mom.
My heart is aching...

And it hurts even more to read this:

It's a fan account from twooneday:

• Fans see 2PM walking through the gates and Woo Young crying..
• Wooyoung fainted.. at the airport
• Jay is already through the airport
• All seven boys are crying. oh god we feel helpless
• Wooyoung is believed to be heading to the hospital..
• He is going to a hospital in Shinchon due to the stress brought on by Jay’s withdrawal..

The title = so not relevant but whatever~

Onto the real reason for this post: 

A meme stolen from heechul_oppa  ~

Yayyyyy!


☆ Leave me a comment saying "The only reason I'm looking at this post is to steal the meme, please."
☆ I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can get to know you better~
☆ Update your journal with the answers to the questions.
☆ Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.


1) What is your biggest pet peeve? Math, definitely math.

2) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be? 1. This car. 2. For my parents to have better jobs that they don't hate. 3. An iPod. Rofl.

3) Which K-pop boy do you think is the prettiest? Jonghoon from F.T. Island. XD

4) What hobbies/activities do you enjoy? Sleeping, surfing the net, listening to music, looking at pretty art, going places with friends, reading, watching dramas, shows, etc, and procrastinating by staying up to date with my fandoms!

5) What is your most exciting or interesting memory of your childhood? ...Interesting? Well, I used to do my sister's hair and one time I forced my brother to sit down and I did his hair too. There's a picture somewhere around the house with him looking totally pissed off....All while wearing a bunch of girly scrunchies and clips. :D

It's summer cleaning.

For several hours, I've been going through all my school papers that have been sitting, rotting in my closet.
That's 5 years worth of papers! o_____o

Sometimes I wish I was more neater. 
At the end of each school year, I usually just dump everything into a box and forget about it.
Now I'm regretting having done that all those years.

Sometimes, I think that if I were someone else and I saw how I act around people I don't know / basically anyone but my friends and family, I would think that I'm an Ice Princess or a snob. I just get so painfully shy and awkward and I can't think of anything to say, so I just sit there, and fold my arms, or fidget; basically I do anything but try to engage in a conversation. It's just so hard for me to get out of my shell.....

That happened tonight.
I had a reunion with some people I haven't seen since elementary and though it wasn't as awkward because I know them to a certain extent, it was still really awkward.

Anyways, for dinner we went to California Pizza Kitchen. Their pizza is good. I had it for the first time tonight, but it's so expensive. D:

짱!

I'm kinda happy after eating my leftover kimchi ramen from last night.
Haha, I shouldn't have eaten at 10 PM at night, but my parents were eating kimchi ramen and I wanted, so I made my own. <w<

I'm also kinda happy because of 2 PM. They are all I can think about these days. All I want to do is watch Idol Army.
<3 Ahh.

Now, if only there wasn't Mr. Math Book beside me, then I would be a very happy person.
-_-

*_____* It's already summer, therefore it's hot, and I watched this video and it got even more hot.
Go 2 PM! Haha, when I was taking my Physics exam yesterday, I had 'Again & Again' playing through my head. <___< It wasn't really a good mixture because I wasn't concentrating very well.

Oh, and today, I got my hair cut at a salon for the first time! I got my hair washed, a scalp massage, and an awesome haircut! 
I'm so happy! I never felt so pampered before. XDD 

Ah, bliss for the rest of the week plus next week, and then....Summer school.
At least it's only for 6 weeks~

( Disney misleads us all! )
Author's note: Today, ( or yesterday for her since she's half a world away ;w; ) was komoriyukino 's birthday!! We're birthday buddies and twins because mine is today too!! ^____^ So I want to dedicate this oneshot to her, and hope she has a wonderful day! I hope you like it, Yuki twin!! <33 -throws confetti-

A pretzel....
Like one of those big, soft looking, baked pretzels.
I've never had one before.
And now, I have a strange craving for one.

:/ Evidently, being sick makes me crave food I cannot eat.
I've been feeling nauseous and dizzy and uh....Basically not being able to eat.

Bah.

Food porn tiem:

Picture credit goes to Souvlaki For The Soul @ Flickr

"Shh!"
"No, you!"
"Shh, shh!"
Someone giggled.
Kibum opened the door to his and Eeteuk's room a crack and smiled at the blanket covered lump that was Eeteuk, sprawled across their bed. He turned to his four children, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun solemnly. "Umma's still sleeping. You don't want to wake him yet right?"
"RIGHT!" They chorused.
Kibum raised his eyebrows comically and they all slapped their hands over their mouths.
"Sorry!" squeaked Ryeowook.
"Okay, now let's go in." Kibum opened the door again and they all scampered in quietly.
"3, 2, 1....Go!" He pointed at the blanket covered lump and the children ran to him.
"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, UMMA!" Eeteuk felt four small bodies land on top of him. He pulled the blanket off his face, and opened his eyes slowly to see four pairs of eager eyes. He smiled sleepily and ruffled Eunhyuk's hair. "Aw, thank you."
Kyuhyun and Ryeowook each snuggled up against Eeteuk, while Donghae kissed Eeteuk's cheek.  "GOOD MORNING UMMA!" he yelled happily. Eeteuk laughed. "Good morning. Where's Appa?"
"Here." Kibum had waited for the children to say their good mornings before he pressed his lips against Eeteuk's. "Happy Mother's Day, Teukie."
"Thank you, Kibummie."
"We have a gift for you, Umma." Kyuhyun pulled a folded piece of paper out of his shirt pocket and presented it to Eeteuk.
"I wonder what it is." Eeteuk unfolded the paper and read it out loud. "To Umma: You deserve a day off! Appa is taking us to the amusement park for the day, so you can rest by yourself without noise or do whatever you want to! We hope you have a good day! Love, Donghae, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, and Eunhyuk."
Eeteuk set the paper aside and pulled everyone into a group hug. "You guys are the best family ever! I love you!" His eyes were filled with tears.
Ryeowook noticed and he looked sadly at Umma. "Look, Umma's crying! Why's he crying, Appa? Is he sad? Did we do something wrong? You said he would like this!"
Kibum shook his head. "Umma's just really happy."
Ryeowook perked up. "Oh, okay, that's good then!"
"Yes, Wookie," Eeteuk laughed. "I'm not sad. I'm just really happy."
Kibum smiled lovingly at Eeteuk. "Today, we want you to relax. Go get a massage. Read that book you've been wanting to read. Take a hot bath.  We want you to do whatever would make you the happiest. Right guys?" Kibum looked at their four children.
They all nodded and beamed brightly. "Do whatever you want to today Umma!"
Eeteuk already knew what he was going to do since he had read their letter. He pushed his blankets away, and extended his hands to his family.  "Can I come with you?"

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I thought this was fitting for SuJu's umma even though he's not really a woman. XD <3

'Happy Birthday!' to you, Lee Hyukjae! :D <33

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So Fairy-Tale
Pairing: Hyukjae/Donghae

"You two are so fairy-tale that it makes me sick." Yesung pretended to gag as he opened the cupboard to search for some chips.
"You're just jealous!" Donghae giggled as he wrapped his arms around Hyukjae's neck. The two were currently sitting side by side, at the table, which was littered with various candy wrappers and soda cans.
Hyukjae smiled and turned to give Donghae a kiss. "Who wouldn't be jealous of my Donghae?"
Donghae nuzzled Hyukjae's neck. "Awwww."
Yesung rolled his eyes dramatically. "God, just shoot me now! I can't stand so much cuteness!"
Donghae made his hand into a gun and pretended to shoot Yesung. "Bang!"
Hyukjae laughed. "You're such a dork, Hae."
"I'm your dork! Or have you already forgotten?" Donghae puffed his cheeks out.
"I haven't, silly." Hyukjae kissed Donghae again.
Yesung found the bag of chips he'd been looking for and made one last grossed out face at the couple before he left the room.
Donghae shook his head in mock sadness. "Poor hyung. He's just like that because he hasn't found his prince yet."
Hyukjae smiled as he looked into Donghae's eyes. "He'll find him soon, just like how I found you."

I felt wistful tonight after reading some fics.
I kinda wished I had someone special like the characters in the fic.
Of course being wistful doesn't necessarily mean I'm going to go after the thing I want. Hm hm.

Oh, and my mental countdown to the end of school began yesterday. XD
2 more full months of school. 2 more full months of school.
It seems to be so close to summer already! I should be happy, but this year, I'm scared.

I'm happy for SuJu though.
<3 Go SuJu! Fighting! 
This picture made me go 'aw':



-sigh-
Donghae's smile! <3
XD And Yesung's small hands....Ahahaha, they're so cute.